Ok so heres what happened. We were together-I broke his heart he broke mine its been tug of war ever since but he’s always been there. And we both know we’re meant to be together only right now he has a girlfriend- and when he first told me that I was shocked. I mean how can he even say the word girlfriend about anyone besides me? Girlfriend? GIRLFRIEND?
"Hi my names [blank] I have a soulmate and a girlfriend."
I mean does that even make sense? We had barely been broken up and he already moved on to another girl. But I accepted it and tried to move on and keep myself busy with things I like doing. But of course he’s never really gone. And says he never stops thinking about me. And always compares her to me as if she’s inadequate… But then why won’t he just be with me again?
So we kept talking. And one day he came over. It was right before new years eve, so I figured after we hooked up we would bring in the new year together as a couple. And he would decide he shouldn’t waste anymore time with his pretend girl friend since we are meant to be. But he didn’t choose me, he chose her. And we’ve been tugging still ever since. In limbo. And I’d rather have this little bit and wait until our timing is right than lose him completely.
But it’s never really over with [blank].
-Patient Sinner
